i write songs about you. you know it already. but, then again, its only to get over the thought of you.

i always hope that i see you on the subway. creepy i know. but each time i glance left and right and your face is not there. i sigh. i just want to talk to you.

we cant have everything

its the way that your eyes shine

the sound of your voice divine

how you make me smile

every moment is just worth while

when i’m in your company

you always make me feel bubbly

until you fell into his arms

i kept ignoring the harms

of wanting you oh so badly

but the truth to it all is sadly

that we cant have everything

no we cant have everything

now whenever i see you with him

i feel like i’m pushed into the dim

corner completely alone

everytime you say hello

my heart is set aglow

but i know

that you’re happy

and i should let it be

i’m not gonna cling because i know

we cant have everything

i dont know how to act around you

that’s why i end up acting like a foo

i need to get over this

but i cant you’re just pure bliss

and everytime i hear your name

the light within my heart is set aflame

but there’s nothing i can do

cause you’ll never have that point of view

of you and me staring out further than the sea

only oncerned with whats at hand no need to make a plan

we’ll go on and discover our love span

my love for you

everytime you say hello

my heart is set aglow

but i know

that you’re happy

and i should let it be

i’m not gonna cling because i know

we cant have everything

cause this shit’s so sillay

i needs to find me one. and if anybody actually reads this. rachel is another word for “perfect-girl” since her name matches mine and she (in my head) is the greatest person to ever live. she’s my autumn i guess. i’m just waiting to find her.

i wasn’t hurting when i was trying to assuage your worries. i was actually angry. like what the fuck do i care about that shiet. to be honest with you dan always liked you. he never did do that shit for show. i only said that because well its hella complicated so just gaaaaaaaah

i think its because of the person you are. expressive. free. and i hope that one day i could express myself with someone like you. but not you because. well just because. durrrh

i dont like you anymore though. i dont know why i act like this. well internally at least.

so you’re worrying about losing daniel. i dont know what else to say. i try to reaffirm the fact that he won’t leave you. i’m hurting having to tell you that.

if you’d ever read this blog in your life.. just curious. but if you do.. i am not whoever you think this is.. my name is uhm.. bobert.. bobert macintosh.

i’m not actually the happy person people think i am. i just keep quiet and shadow it under my jokes.